Love Always Counts

It is now the last semester of my junior year as an undergrad, and the emotions that are circulating throughout my mind are a blend of happiness and nervousness.  Part of me cannot believe that I have actually made it this far in my life, and a part of me wishes that I had a little bit more time.  My future is staring me in the face and honestly, right now, there is a huge question mark.  What am I going to do after this page turns? I know what the problem is.  I think I'm scared to "grow up."  It's funny because as a youth, I grew up with a plan knowing exactly what my next move was going to be, but now that the time has come, it all feels so surreal.  I believe I thought there was a magical switch that automatically transitioned me from being a young girl living at home with mom taking care of me to an adult with a career and a perfect life.  Well, I was WRONG!  This switch does not exist at all.  It's just reality and I. So, what am I going to do about th